A curious thing has been happening with my waking and dreaming states. I am able to stay in a quasi hypnagogic state for a good period of time, but also pulling back and forth into a lucid dream state. Sometimes then pacing back into a near wakened state.
What has become of interest to me are images of what seems to be coming forward as memories. But memories of what? Or, really, what reality? I have had some conflict in the past where lucid dreams fight with my memories of what I perceive in the physical. I sometimes have had to quite literally go back through my memories of the physical in a clear awake state of the physical to be certain of my memories. In the physical.
That leads me to wonder as some of this is happening more strongly as I get better at maintaining a hypnagogic tie, if I'm not having memories of other realities seep in. It may be that my subconscious self may well consider these memories important somehow as well and that my conscious self ought be taking a closer look.
What I also find so interesting is how my conscious distinguishes all this as sometimes these memories seem very real (per se) and yet they don't pass the physical reality muster. I know it has to do with the continuum of one's physical life; but in my case, my life is in such distinct sections that I really don't even recall certain parts of it very well. Not because I dislike anything about it. Just because I am so different in a lot of ways from my past.
I am also aware of doing things in other realities though I am not as aware of their continuum as I am of the physical. Maybe some of that is beginning to establish itself? And if it is, how am I meant to keep it all separate? Or, am I?